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I could get new glasses for 80€, examination included ;~;

I’m gonna be ok financially over the summer I’m cry ;~;

little sis having temper tantrum over ice cream and i’m not taking this well.

“I don’t much care for alienation and exclusion behaviour in the human species, you are, after all, of the same kin, why should minute differences, or quite obvious differences between you cause the ostracization of the uncommon few?” their head tilted to the side in question as they regarded the human sitting opposite. with a smooth whirr and a few clicks their previous almost human like appearance shifted into their synthetic base, the small lights from circuits working in processing blinking and the effortless click-click-click of the tiny metal cogs driving the finest motor functions bared for all to see, there were cords and wires branching off just like the nervous and vascular system of any biologic creation. 

Prot lost their train of thought as they observed the crystal clear shape of UU mass get transported from the storage unit in the android’s chest into the energy converter. They remembered the extensive lessons they had in anatomy and how the biologic body worked and supported itself with the coordinated function of multiple organs, each with their own specific function and how they were connected with each other through nervous networks and by substance exchange. Like the biologic body the synthetic one needed multiple devices with specific functions in order to operate smoothly, they all needed information to and from each other, they were all dependant on the other, like how if one organ would cease to function, both the biologic and the synthetic body would slowly wither away and ultimately die unless it was replaced. 

They were all just machines.

“I didn’t know the philosophy of human social interaction was something an android was interested in, you are not like us, ” Prot crossed their arms and avoided visual contact, choosing instead to inspect their arm.

“I may not be made of the same base components as you, however I am still my own person, my thoughts and my ideals, my ethics and my morals, my integrity sense of self are unique only to me and no one else. I am a sentient being of another species than your own and according to multiple of your religious beliefs we’re both made in the image of our creator. Though I have the fortune, or maybe I should say misfortune, of being able to interact with mine.”

Prot felt the stain of guilt heat their cheeks, it was disconcerting to realize they’d done wrong, they were supposed to know better, they did know better, but somehow, despite everything that had  happened, they were still a Child in many ways. 

“I’m sorry, I invalidated your person hood, which was wrong of me, I can’t… I’m… I’m sorry,” Prot bowed their head deep in apology and remorse, “I hope we can continue our sessions, though I understand if you wouldn’t want to.”

The android studied the human for what felt like a very drawn out moment for Prot before standing up, their human-like skin once more in place. 

“Tomorrow at 1400, outside the main building,” they turned towards the exit, walking out with a quick and efficient pace

i’m a bit meh on this, any thoughts?

uh, i was about to write something but i forget

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so i’ve had a few conversations with mum about being queer and such, her cousin just got married to her wife on saturday (they’re on their honeymoon now :”””3) and we got talking about how she’s had it being gay and what shit she’s been through and how happy we are for her to finally have found love and they’re settling down and sfjuhiuhsfg i wish i could have gone to her wedding i’m so upset and not okay that i missed it because i couldn’t afford going ;~;

well mum and i talked about sexualities and gender presentation and idk it was really emotional and i didn’t dare to come out yet again because i’m a giant turd of poop and the greatest wuss and overall terrified queer person who’s afraid of being abandoned

but idk it felt like she wanted me to tell her, like as if she knew???? idk, because i’ve been subtly (hah i don’t think i’m being very subtle sob) changing the words i use and i don’t talk about having boyfriends but about having partners and starting to give my pov on how it is to be queer in these conversations

i’m just not brave

i’m not brave enough to go all the way

even though i want to just stand up and say

“family, i’m really fucking queer, have been for a long time, now where’s dessert?”

it’s so close i can almost touch it, that day when i just blurt it out

i’m just terrified

i don’t want to be treated badly by my family

uhuurhghugu tears in my eyes ;~; 

i was away for like 2 minutes and this asshole took my chair

move u lil shit

i cut my hair a bt and now my hair is brown?????

allso this is what my hair does when it’s light enough, it curls all over the place and becomes a mess if i don’t care for it well enough. :””3

i cut my hair a bit today, i didn’t know when to stop so i took off a bit too much

back to the drawing board *sigghhhh*

i’m not even sure what the hell my hair’s doing anymore all i know is that it needs to stop.

i just really want sci-fi with queer protags and it’s all about fucking space ok

and also fucking in space because gravity hijinks is fun

i think i fly just fell asleep on my screen :|

there is entirely too much fucking hockey on my dash what the hell happened jfc SO MANY THINGS I HAVE TO BLACKLIST IS2G 

AND OUT OF ALL OF THE THINGS

I NEVER THOUGHT I’D HAVE TO BLACKLIST HOCKEY

annoying my sister on facebook with pics of cat butts

i’m a gem

reminder if any of my friends have steam you can add me, drop me a line in my ask ok :””3